KF
The medication that I was on made me a completely different person than I normally was. Generally I was shy, and had a hard time coming up with things to say to continue a conversation. On the medication, I was extremely outgoing, without any hesitation and walking up to complete strangers and striking up a conversation. Words just flowed out of my mouth, smoothly, un-pausing, like the flow of a river.
I was hanging out with a buddy one night trying to find some entertainment. He used my cell phone to try to call a female friend of his to see what she was up to with her friends, but no answer.
The next day she called my cell phone back. The river started flowing and even though my buddy was not with me, I talked her into meeting up with me and grabbing some dinner that night.
Only a few short months after what happened between Janae and I, there was no way I was in the right mindset to get into a relationship of any sort, but along with being outgoing my medication made me careless. She was younger, and I was messed up in the head.
Kathryn and I started dating pretty quickly. I was in the habit of telling the person that I was dating that I loved them. I threw it out there without really even thinking about it, and she knew. She called me out on it in fact, saying that I didn't really love her and that it was out of habit that I said it. She was right, but I continued on with it.
We didn't date very long. Only a couple months. I was working two jobs, and starting to get really busy. I got so busy in fact that I started missing my doctors appointments and could no longer get my medication refilled. When I ran out I reverted by to my old self. The person that I hated. It didn't take long for her to realize the change in me. She broke up with me citing specifically that "I wasn't the same person anymore."
Despite her age, she was very wise. I was no good for her, she thankfully caught on to it quickly and cut it off.