Today is Mother's Day and while the date isn't the same, it marks an anniversary of sorts.  It was three years ago on Mother's Day that it ended.  Nothing much to say about that.  Do I regret it; yes.  Do I regret going to Vegas; no.  I stand by the decision that I made to make that trip.  I made the decision to go and I don't think it was the wrong decision.  Her reaction hurt.  A lot.  The regret that I have is how I chose to deal with that pain.  I wanted to hurt her back. I tried, whether or not I succeeded I don't know.  I don't know what the repercussions of what I did were, all I know is that I regret it.  I still think of her regularly.  I still see her face everywhere.  I think I've overcome the pain though.  I think...  I think a lot.  I think too much at times.  Too often.

I've recently come across the song "All For Nothing" by Face To Face.  I love the song.  I've posted the lyrics in the post just before this one.  I have to laugh at them when the title of the song is taken into consideration.  The song talks about all the things that he has given up or changed in his life to be with someone.  It actually sounds kinda heartfelt, then you look at the title of the song and realize he did it "All For Nothing".  I love it.