It's that time of year again. My mood has surprisingly been a little bit better than usual...mostly. The wife has taken a liking to going to church, and seems to have found a purpose, and place to fit in. Even spent a good amount of time arranging and planning a Christmas party at church. It's been good to see her finding friends and acceptance with good people.
As for me...well...I can't say that I haven't had my share of holiday gloom. The other day I had the worst bout of feeling the desire to end it that I can remember in a while. Top off the depression with vivid, tiring dreams causing myself not to sleep well, and.... I dunno. I'm a mess. A certifiable mess.
An unobstructed, unbiased look into my thoughts, feelings and outlook on life.