I've found lately that the only time I feel somewhat at peace is in my car. Radio turned up as loud as my ears will take, subs hitting me from behind drowning the entire world out. Strange vision of peace isn't it.
Today though, not even the music seemed able to drown out my thoughts. Stopped at a light, listening to a song, I leaned my head back. The only thought that ran through my mind was how with my head back my neck was opened up to jamming something through my jugular, or how the head rest of the seat gently supported the back of my head wondering how much resistance it would provide should I choose to put a gun underneath my chin pulling the trigger....
Good morning to me....
An unobstructed, unbiased look into my thoughts, feelings and outlook on life.