Today I get to go to a wedding. I'm really not looking forward to it. I can't say that I'm anti-marriage, but I won't say that I'm excited when I hear someone is getting married. My marriage isn't your typical one, and I must admit that my experience with it makes me realize that it's just a paper. You don't feel different when you're married. The person that you marry stays then same, they don't become the perfect person that you always see them as.
All sourness aside, they way I've been feeling lately being around people celebrating something that I don't fully support may not be the best idea...
Maybe they will have an open bar so I can drink myself to death.
An unobstructed, unbiased look into my thoughts, feelings and outlook on life.