Funny and amazing how fast things can change.  Last couple of days I've felt overwhelmed, and anxious.  I don't feel that I'm ever going to get ahead, so what is the point?  On the outside nothing has changed, family is healthy, work is going well.  What is it inside me that can't just relax and let go?  Most people would say that I'm the most laid back person they know, and that is very well true, but times like this I wonder why I can't let go.